Letter to the Risen

Hello,

This is me.

Yes me.

Yeah I’m down here.

Yes, I’m one of the ones that you left behind.

I know that you are having a great time up there.

I know that you are finally happy.

I’m glad and relieved that you are there.

But I just don’t understand…

What’s going to happen to me?

Yes me.

Yeah, I am still down here.

Yes, I am the one you left behind.

I know you love me.

I love you.

But what am I to do without you?

How could you expect I would be alright?

You’re not here.

I’m not alright.

You are up there,

High in the heavens.

Dancing,

Singing,

Laughing,

Rejoicing.

I’m down here,

Walking the earth.

Falling,

Crying,

Frying,

Dying.

Don’t you remember?

Can’t you see?

I need you.

Remember when you needed me?

I was told to be patient.

That my time will come.

But I just want to be with you.

Up there.

Happy.

Dancing.

Singing.

Laughing.

But hey…

I just wanted to say,

It’s me.

Yes me.

Yeah, still down here.

Yes, one you left behind.

I guess, Goodbye,

And I love you.

~ARS~

9/15/10