Tearing in the Sun

{Written on Nov 3rd, 2008}

Tearing In The Sun

Your killing me
cant you see that
life is meaningless
to me with out you
here
sitting beside me
smiling while i
rant and rave
about all the people
that we could save
yet your not here
you'll never be

an empty spot
where someone once sat
haunts me
night and day
Did you ever exist
or was it just me
dreaming again
wanting and waiting
for someone to care
not one to just stop
and stare

everyone has someone
but me
I feel so faint
in this world
i apparently taint


I sit here
rambling to myself
waiting someone to
sit
where that empty spot is
No one ever comes
as i sit her tearing in the sun.