I Failed at Flying...

I Failed at Flying…

2/8/2012

Running

Up

Down

In the Ground.

BOOM

Face to Pavement.

Blood and Skin torn.

This is what I get…

For trying to spread my wings,

to fly.

~ARS

{7:37}

I. Am. Bloody. Cold. (A Haiku...)

“I. Am. Bloody. Cold.” A Haiku

2/8/2012

I want to leave here.

Be somewhere where it is warm.

I hate this cold shit…

~ARS

{7:01pm}

Karma & the Cloud

Karma & the Cloud
2/8/2012

Coming down
off the highest stool
with a cloud in my hand.
Wondering around…
Not knowing what’s
up or down.
Confusion comes once
Karma…
Hits.
This is when I wish I would’ve
treated others,
You,
Better.
Karma comes and goes;
but this small memory,
this cloud in my hand,
remains.
Of what I once had,
of you…

~ARS
{6:59pm}

Darkness

02/04/2012

My Mind consumes darkness,
Darkness consumes my Mind
My Mind is Darkness,
Darkness is my Mind.

To continue in darkness,
A Choice?
No.
It’s merely its nature.

A scorpion that stings,
A viper that bites,
A bird that sings,
Firefly’s are bright.

Darkness is easy to hide in.
My mind is vast as eternity.
The perfect pair.

Gore, Blood, Death,
Evil, Anger, Confusion,
They all Breed.

In the Darkness,
My Darkness.
My Mind.

The question is now…
When will it reach my heart?

 ~ARS
{9:46pm}

I'm Sick Of Winter...

1/30/2012 @ 3:40pm

Spring Lillies pop up
from the bottom

Making the Creek smell
Like the Nature mothers bosom.

Color begins to flow
into the petals of all the flowers.

Snow melts away
by the towers.

 Spring…I wish you were here.

 ~ARS

Sitting in the Bathroom

Sitting in the bathroom
It's a daily routine
Cleansing the pores
The bladder,
The stomach,
The eyes,
The mind.

Sitting in the bathroom
Hearing the siblings scream
For Mommy,
For Daddy,
For toys,
For attention,
For absolutely no reason.

Sitting in the bathroom
Looking in the mirror
Trying to find
A pimple,
A scar,
A wrinkle,
A reason for living.

Sitting in the bathroom
Bare feet on the porcelain
I feel like...
My feet are cold,
The floor is hard,
My muscles move,
I feel nothing. Numb.

Standing in the bathroom
Getting ready to go
Moving,
Closing door,
Leaving.

~ARS~
8/27/11 (3:18pm)

Memories & Scars

Time heals all wounds they say,
Yet they have never been in the heat of battle or the fray.

They can't know how long pain lasts
That even the most insignificant words can send you to your painful past.


Time heals all wounds
And all that is left are scars, memories that forever looms.

Life that will never be broken,
Time that shall never be tamed.
So thus people will never be sane.

Aged memories are old scars.

~ARS~
8/17/11